Humor

I realize this is became a humor for some people.

A poor spinster who doesn't know herself dreaming to be with a special boy who has so many fans & 9 years younger than her?

An old lady who always confuse with her own feeling and others feeling toward her, 28 y.o woman who never hugs his boyfriend like this before, never initiate to kiss them, or to be kissed by them in the forehead like this, or got a pat-pat in the head, although all of her life like a misery (make her questioning now, are those even a romance or a platonic?)  & now after those years past & after becoming this old finally she feel something that like a complete feeling, but toward someone like him that so unreachable & so young. Is that even funny? although it is not 100℅ because of him but until now, even in the crucial time like this, she still pushed away another men, although ofc she needs a man in her life, but she couldn't do it. How could it be so funny?😞 ah yes, misfortune / misery of someonr usually become other people entertainment. Just like myself,  I like to watch & laugh at the catwalk models who are stumbling (so my personal entertainment).

Right before that, she tried to know each other with a man 10 older than her. even before that she had been with a man whose age around her. or younger 6 month. or younger 2 years than her.

She said on her blog that she is looking for a man from age no more 10 years older than her and no more 2 years younger than her. From that, they must be realize, what type of a woman she is? Someone who follow her head or her heart? Does she want this? Does she already have a plan to falling with someone 9 years younger than her? What's the point of a long list of future husband criteria if a heart is fallen already?

& Didn't they think about why she wrote such an imposible criteria? Even she wrote "no addiction with coffee, please"? & write She doen't want someone who his family had a cancer/diabetic/heart problem stories (She's really doesn't know herself that much right? Although her grandma died because of leukemia, her dad because of heart problem). Does she want to be single forever and live celibate? Or she tried to push away some men in the past? Funny isn't it? The way she pushed away men that she didn't interested in romance with them become a way to push away a man she likes too now *When will you deactivate this blog & all of your socual media, you idiot? & The more interesting fact is the way he pushed away her is exactly the same way like she pushed away those men too. Is that a " karma"? How tragic. Oh, no.. how funny it is. Such as a good dark comedy.