Accepted

 I understand the verse he recited.

& I understand  what they mean.

I know he deserves someone better too.

Maybe a nice hafidzah that is younger & prettier.

It’s impossible he has that kind of interest to old spinster who has so many flaws like me, who's still in "exploring & seeking the truth" mode.

I understand who I am.

I understand who he is.

I understand how the world run.

& I accepted.

My fate.